True Feelings For U Dear..Hmmm

I cant seem to understand just why u always do this to me.


Its like an neverending story of pain and lies.

Lies that u know I always found the truth in.

But yet u still do it.



Am I not good enough? I wonder.

I cry, think hurt,and dream.

I image u so different. So changed

So faithful and loving.

And then I wake up, and realize a dream is just

a dream something I strive for but dont mean

I will get.



What I want is what I need.

I want him, the man I'm deeply inlove with

The man thats always been there for me in all

the ways other then a husband. A friend.

Hes always listens, loves and cares no matter what.

But what I need is a husband not a friend. A man to hold

to look into my eyes and know that no one will ever break us.



I just dont know how much more I can take.

I just dont think im strong enough.

I feel so hurt and sad inside. So lost and so alone.

I have nothing. I am nothing. I want more.

I want to feel beautiful again, loved again, cherished again.

I want to be everything. I want him to see me as everything.

The only one for him, the one he cant live without. The one he wants to fall asleep with and wake up with everyday. I want to be that girl. Hes one and only.

Poems

Ask me not whether I love you



For you already know.


Ask me not why I stare


For it must clearly show.


Ask me not why every night


My eyes glare your way.


Ask me not why day light shines


When you stroll my way.


Ask me not what time I'm coming


For I'm always there with you.


Ask me not how far we're going


Or whether not knowing


I'm falling in love with you.


Ask me not how much I need you


For you know this, too.


Tell me only one thing darling:


That you love me, too.

Poems

I love you more and more,


each and every single day.

In my heart I know one thing for certain:

You're perfect in every way.



I love you like the Sun loves to say, "Good Morning",

and like the Moon loves to say, "Good Night",

When our eyes close and our lips meet,

I know everything is right.



You're beautiful face is the only one,

I ever want to see,

And one more thing you should never forget,

You simply mean the world to me.

I Miss You..

Happy

Wow...Heee...Im Happy Right Now Wif My Syg Chuck Kush..Weeeeeee...=)
He Alwaez Makes Me Happy Although He Alwaez Like To Buli Me Till Majok
But Still Im Happy When Im Wif Him..Hope This Will Last Long..Dun Wanna
Lose Him..=)
Dunnoe Wat I Will Do If I Lose Him..Missing Him Alot Sey...Hmmm..Waiting
For The Time To Mit Him Again..^_^

Crying Out Loud

Im CRYING all night thinking bout u alwaez..why u do this to me?wat i do till u hurt me like this?i feel like shit..
i dunnoe why this hearts feel so damned pain..more pain than the pain at my back..i feel like wanna die..
allah knp kau tk amek nyawa ku saje dari aku terus merana begini..setelah pegi nye zali dia yg membuat ku bahagia,memberi ku kebahagiaan yg telah lama aku ingin kn tapi kenape begini akhirnye???aku betol2 rasa kehilangan..kebahagian ku sudah hilang..
tuhan aku benar2 syg kn dia..aku rindu kn dia..aku rindu kn semua tentang dia..tiap mlm ku akan menatap gmbr dia yg ade kt com aku..aku akan menangis hingga mata ku merah...hati ku da tk kuat..aku betol2 da rasa ilang semangat ku..aku boleh jadi giler..gilerrrr!!!
skrg nie aku maseh menangis..aku rindu kn dia..sgt2 tp knp begitu susah??kerana aku tunggu dia mengalah agar jumpe aku tapi nampak nye dia tetap ego tknk jumpe aku..yela aku sape kn..aku manusia yg hina..sape yg nk jumpe..=(

Missing Sumting?

Haizz.....I Juz Dunnoe Why I Miss E Touch Of Luv From Sumone..
A Hugs N A Love From A Boyfriend..Haha..Tipu Ku Kate Ku Tak
Rindu Saat2 Seperti Ku Bersama Zali..Disyg,Dimanja,Diperhatikan,
Diberi Perhatian,Dipeluk Dan Dicium..Cinta Mudah Datang Dan
Juga Mudah Pergi..Aku Tak Tahu Kenapa Orang Suke
Mempermainkan Hati Aku...Dulu Syg2..Bila Lama2 Melayang....
Dulu Hi Hi...Bila Lama2 Gudbye..Apa Yang Mereka Dapat
Dengan Melakukan Itu?Mudah Benar Mereka Berubah..Mudah
Benar Mereka Berpaling Arah..Mudah Benar Mereka Berkata
Cinta,Dan Mudah Benar Mereka Berdusta..Aku Tidak Mengata
Lelaki Saja..Perempuan Mahupon Lelaki Sama.,.Aku Sedih
Kenapa Aku Selalu Jadi Mangsa Lelaki2 Yang Aku Sayang?Tak
Ada Kah Yang Boleh Setia Pada Ku?Itu Saja Yang Ku Minta,
Susah Sangat Kah Permintaan Ku?Haizz..Aku Rindu,Rindu
Kenangan Ku Dulu..Hati Ku Sunyi Sangat..Ya Allah Tolong Lah
Hamba Mu Yang Lemah Ini...=(

Luv??I Miss Him But I Noe Dream Juz Wont Come True..

Love??Shud i believe in love?Haizzz..Lepas ape terjadi aku rasa seperti hilang arah lepas si DIA mengecewakan hati aku..
Bile aku teringatkan DIA,Aku akan menangis..Tak tau uh kenape aku maken sensitive..Walau kawan2 aku usik2 or nyanyi lagu sedih pasti aku akan rasa nak menangis dan airmata mengalir..Walau ku cube menahan dan kuat kan hati tapi tak tau kenape gitu susah nk tahan..Emosi aku tak dapat aku tahan hingga aku menangis didepan kawan2 aku,dah ku cuba tahan tapi airmata tetap mengalir..kenape dengan aku nie?gaaah!!!nak makan pon tak ade selera nak tido aku takleh walau mata ku da pedih..aku boleh jadi giler kalau lama2 macam nie..=(