Today On 23 FabruaryTuesay Im Going Out Wif My Cuzin Accompany Her Going Photo Shoot..
Hmm..Juz Drop By To Type Abit About Today..Hmmm..Kinda Miss Him But..I Must Trow My
Feeling Far Far Away From My Life..Hmmm...I Got The Feeling That Only I Who Feel This Way..
But I Wont Force Him To Love Me Because U Cant Force Love..If U Love That Person Doesnt
Meant U Have To Own Him..I Juz Will Alwaez Wish Him For His Happiness N Wish Him Gud
Luck In Whatever He Do..But I Really Miss Him...I Really Do N I Really Meant What I Said...=(
Mungkin Ni La Takdir Yang Aku Harus Sentiasa Tempuh,Tiapkali Aku Mencintai Seseorg,Tak Pernah
Cinta Ku Berbalas..Aku Sedar Tentang Diri Ku Ini Banyak Sangat Kekurangan..
K Laah GTG..Nk Kluar Skrg Kang Aku Lambat Kene Bebel Lak Ngan Sdr Aku..LOL..Haizz...Bye...
Assalamualaikum...
About Me
- HoneyMafiA
- ZuRa Is A Short Gal,Sensitive,Crazy But At Times Can Be Really Quiet Person,Can Be Like A Chatterbox Too,Dreaming Gal..Zura Cant Describe Much More Bout Herself Coz She Also Dunnoe Who She Is Sumtimes..LOL..U Be Her Fwenz Than U Noe Who She Is..=)
Monday, February 22, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Find,Who,Wait...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot......
ADE KE?HAIZZZ...HIS CUTE NOT HENSEM...=)
who calls you back when you hang up on him....
PENA KE?HE SELDOM CALL ME...=(
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.......
WILL HE DO DAT TO ME?
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead....
KISH MY FOREHEAD N I WILL LUV U..
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
ALAMAK SWEATS EHK?MASAM LAK ANTI..LOL
who holds your hand in front of his friends.....
NO ONE DID DAT TO ME..=(
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you....
I NOE IM LUCKY TO NOE HIM.
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her, or that's him'...
I WILL IF HE REALLY BE MINE..=)
ADE KE?HAIZZZ...HIS CUTE NOT HENSEM...=)
who calls you back when you hang up on him....
PENA KE?HE SELDOM CALL ME...=(
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.......
WILL HE DO DAT TO ME?
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead....
KISH MY FOREHEAD N I WILL LUV U..
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
ALAMAK SWEATS EHK?MASAM LAK ANTI..LOL
who holds your hand in front of his friends.....
NO ONE DID DAT TO ME..=(
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you....
I NOE IM LUCKY TO NOE HIM.
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her, or that's him'...
I WILL IF HE REALLY BE MINE..=)
Waiting..Still Waiting...
Hmmm.....Assalamualaikum...Hmm..Haiz...Im Back Again At Here..Typing About
My Stupid N Broing Life...Haizz......Bored Bored Bored..Waitng Waiting N Still
Waiting For Him..Dunnoe Why I Still Wanna Wait For Him..Juz Love Him Too
Much Kot?Hmmm....Thinking About Him Alwaez Even He Is Away Not In Front
Of Me...Juz Cant Stop Thinking About Him..Haizz....Whats Wrong With Me?
Loving Sumone Secretly N Also Wait For Him As He Didnt Even Noe About It...
Juz Too Scared To Confess To Him About My Feelings For Him...Never Ever In
My Life I Will Tell About My Feelings..Haiiyaaa...Hate Myself For Being Too Shy
Juz To Confess My Feelings To Anyone...I Have To Leave It To Fate,If He Is
Really Meant For Me,He Will Be Mine One Day..But If His Not Meant For Me
Pls God Make Me Forgot About My Feeling Pls Because I Dun Wanna Get Hurt
Again..Dun Want To Feel It Again...Enough Is Enough...No More Hurts Pls....
Hmmm...=(
My Stupid N Broing Life...Haizz......Bored Bored Bored..Waitng Waiting N Still
Waiting For Him..Dunnoe Why I Still Wanna Wait For Him..Juz Love Him Too
Much Kot?Hmmm....Thinking About Him Alwaez Even He Is Away Not In Front
Of Me...Juz Cant Stop Thinking About Him..Haizz....Whats Wrong With Me?
Loving Sumone Secretly N Also Wait For Him As He Didnt Even Noe About It...
Juz Too Scared To Confess To Him About My Feelings For Him...Never Ever In
My Life I Will Tell About My Feelings..Haiiyaaa...Hate Myself For Being Too Shy
Juz To Confess My Feelings To Anyone...I Have To Leave It To Fate,If He Is
Really Meant For Me,He Will Be Mine One Day..But If His Not Meant For Me
Pls God Make Me Forgot About My Feeling Pls Because I Dun Wanna Get Hurt
Again..Dun Want To Feel It Again...Enough Is Enough...No More Hurts Pls....
Hmmm...=(
Friday, January 22, 2010
Am I Ready?
Hmmm....Not Sure With My Heart..I Do,Really Do Like U So Much But Im Scared,U Serious
Like Me Or Its Juz A Like As A Cyber Love?Do U Really Luv Me?I Also Dunnoe Till Now Im
Confused..I Love U But Sumtimes I Alwaez Feel Scared To Get E Feeling Of Losing Sumone
Again..But Still Now Also I Already Scared Of Losing U..U Alwaez Make Me Smile Whenever
I Chat Wif Ya..Even U Are Not A Perfect Guy But Perfect Is BullShit Coz No One Is Perfect
In This World..Even Theres Sumone Waiting But I Dunnoe Why Still U In My Hearts..
Haizzz...Stupid Me Rite?Scared To Confess As Im Too Scared...Laugh At Me If U Want..I
Noe..Who Am I To U..Haizz....Knowing U Makez Me Smile N Makes Me 100 Reason TO
Laugh When I Remember Our Mitting..Its Alwaez Makes Me Smile Whenever I Remember
U...But Duh..I Dunnoe If Im In Ur Hearts As Well,I Dunnoe If U Feel E Same Way Like I
Do..I Really Hope Have When Im In This RelationShip,It Will Last Till My Last Breath..
Living Hapi In The End With My Love One But Will My Dreams Come True?Haizz..All Is
Fate I Have Juz Leave It To Fate...But I DO Luv Him SO Much..Thats All I Can Said....
Like Me Or Its Juz A Like As A Cyber Love?Do U Really Luv Me?I Also Dunnoe Till Now Im
Confused..I Love U But Sumtimes I Alwaez Feel Scared To Get E Feeling Of Losing Sumone
Again..But Still Now Also I Already Scared Of Losing U..U Alwaez Make Me Smile Whenever
I Chat Wif Ya..Even U Are Not A Perfect Guy But Perfect Is BullShit Coz No One Is Perfect
In This World..Even Theres Sumone Waiting But I Dunnoe Why Still U In My Hearts..
Haizzz...Stupid Me Rite?Scared To Confess As Im Too Scared...Laugh At Me If U Want..I
Noe..Who Am I To U..Haizz....Knowing U Makez Me Smile N Makes Me 100 Reason TO
Laugh When I Remember Our Mitting..Its Alwaez Makes Me Smile Whenever I Remember
U...But Duh..I Dunnoe If Im In Ur Hearts As Well,I Dunnoe If U Feel E Same Way Like I
Do..I Really Hope Have When Im In This RelationShip,It Will Last Till My Last Breath..
Living Hapi In The End With My Love One But Will My Dreams Come True?Haizz..All Is
Fate I Have Juz Leave It To Fate...But I DO Luv Him SO Much..Thats All I Can Said....
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Will I?
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Ku..Ampuni Lah Segala Dosa2 Ku Dan Kluarga Ku...Aku Tahu Kadang Aku Nie Dikatakan Anak Yang Jahat Tapi Tak Tahu Bapak Aku Seperti Benci Kan Aku..Aku Rasa Kadang2 Macam Disingkirkan..Aku Boleh Nampak Dia Lebih Ambil Peduli Pasal Abg Aku Dari Aku..Tiap Malam Pasti Aku Akan Duduk Di Dalam Bilik Keseorangan..Kerana Tiada Lagi *Dia* Untuk Menemani Ku..
Cerita Cinta Dalam Hidup Aku Tak Pernah Kekal...Dia Janji Takkan Lukakan Hati Ku Dan Akan Sayang Aku Selalu Tapi Dia Seperti Dah Tak Ambil Peduli Pasal Aku Tetapi Selepas Aku Mintak Dilepaskan Dia Tudo Aku Ade Laki2 Laen..Sampai Sekarang Nie Dia Maseh Taknak Lepaskn Aku..Aku Bingung Betol ke Dia Sayang Kn Aku?Kalau Betol Kenape Bile Aku Maseh Dengan Dia,Dia Jarang Cari Aku,Asal Aku Ajak Jumpe Ade Aje Alasan Dia..Aku Tak Perlu La Duet Dia Kalau Nak Mit..Asyik Kate Malu Kluar Takde Duet...Asal Aku Dapat Jumpe Dia Itu Suda Cukup Bagi Aku..Biar Lah Aku Ikat Perut Aku Tk Kisah Yang Penting Aku Dapat Jumpa Dia..Haizz...
Nak Cari Lelaki Yang Setia Susah..Susah Untuk Aku Percaya Lagi Kerana Sudah Terlalu Ramai Lelaki Kata Setia Tapi Belakang Maen Belakang Aku..Habis Madu Sepah Dibuang Kata Pepatah..Selepas Memberi Ku Harapan Dia Buang Aku Macam Sampah..
Bila Kah Aku Akan Jumpa Dengan Putera Idaman Ku?Aku Tau Keburukan Aku Banyak..Aku Kuat Majok,Sensitive,Cepat Marah N Kadang2 Macam Budak2 Punya Perangai Mungkin Kerana Dari Kecik Aku Manja..Kadang2 Aku Majok Kerana Aku Dah Kurang Perhatian Dari Keluarga Sebab Itu Aku Suka Majok..Sensitive Sudah Dalam Darah Aku Dari Kecik Cepat Menangis Kalau Hati Betol2 Terluka Hingga Ramai Penah Nampak Aku Menangis..Cepat Marah Mungkin Kadang2 Aku Boleh Terbawa2 Dengan Masalah Di Rumah Hingga Aku Cepat Naek Darah..Budak2 Lak Aku Da Memang Gitu Kerana Mungkin Kerana Di Rumah Aku Di Layan Macam Budak Kecik...Haizz....
Cinta Benar2 Buat Aku Tawar Hati Untuk Bercinta..Kalau Benar Ehk Ade Laki2 Suke Me Tolong Pandai2 Amek Hati Me..I Dunnoe If My Heart Can Melt..I Dun Nid Ur Money To Make Me Hapi,I Dun Nid Ur Vehicle To Make Me Impress...Juz Ur Luv N Hearts That Will Stay By My Side Alwaez.. (haizz..i dunnoe if there is sumone could make me stand back in my own feet..could bring me light when im in darkness,could be a dolphin to save me from drowning..could be my firefighter juz to save me from getting burn..Could Be My Prince To Stay In My Heart Alwaez...?)U Make Me Luv U,I Will Stay Luving U And U Will Stay In My Hearts Alwaez...Thats My Promise,But Will U Do That For Me Too?Haizz... =(
Cerita Cinta Dalam Hidup Aku Tak Pernah Kekal...Dia Janji Takkan Lukakan Hati Ku Dan Akan Sayang Aku Selalu Tapi Dia Seperti Dah Tak Ambil Peduli Pasal Aku Tetapi Selepas Aku Mintak Dilepaskan Dia Tudo Aku Ade Laki2 Laen..Sampai Sekarang Nie Dia Maseh Taknak Lepaskn Aku..Aku Bingung Betol ke Dia Sayang Kn Aku?Kalau Betol Kenape Bile Aku Maseh Dengan Dia,Dia Jarang Cari Aku,Asal Aku Ajak Jumpe Ade Aje Alasan Dia..Aku Tak Perlu La Duet Dia Kalau Nak Mit..Asyik Kate Malu Kluar Takde Duet...Asal Aku Dapat Jumpe Dia Itu Suda Cukup Bagi Aku..Biar Lah Aku Ikat Perut Aku Tk Kisah Yang Penting Aku Dapat Jumpa Dia..Haizz...
Nak Cari Lelaki Yang Setia Susah..Susah Untuk Aku Percaya Lagi Kerana Sudah Terlalu Ramai Lelaki Kata Setia Tapi Belakang Maen Belakang Aku..Habis Madu Sepah Dibuang Kata Pepatah..Selepas Memberi Ku Harapan Dia Buang Aku Macam Sampah..
Bila Kah Aku Akan Jumpa Dengan Putera Idaman Ku?Aku Tau Keburukan Aku Banyak..Aku Kuat Majok,Sensitive,Cepat Marah N Kadang2 Macam Budak2 Punya Perangai Mungkin Kerana Dari Kecik Aku Manja..Kadang2 Aku Majok Kerana Aku Dah Kurang Perhatian Dari Keluarga Sebab Itu Aku Suka Majok..Sensitive Sudah Dalam Darah Aku Dari Kecik Cepat Menangis Kalau Hati Betol2 Terluka Hingga Ramai Penah Nampak Aku Menangis..Cepat Marah Mungkin Kadang2 Aku Boleh Terbawa2 Dengan Masalah Di Rumah Hingga Aku Cepat Naek Darah..Budak2 Lak Aku Da Memang Gitu Kerana Mungkin Kerana Di Rumah Aku Di Layan Macam Budak Kecik...Haizz....
Cinta Benar2 Buat Aku Tawar Hati Untuk Bercinta..Kalau Benar Ehk Ade Laki2 Suke Me Tolong Pandai2 Amek Hati Me..I Dunnoe If My Heart Can Melt..I Dun Nid Ur Money To Make Me Hapi,I Dun Nid Ur Vehicle To Make Me Impress...Juz Ur Luv N Hearts That Will Stay By My Side Alwaez.. (haizz..i dunnoe if there is sumone could make me stand back in my own feet..could bring me light when im in darkness,could be a dolphin to save me from drowning..could be my firefighter juz to save me from getting burn..Could Be My Prince To Stay In My Heart Alwaez...?)U Make Me Luv U,I Will Stay Luving U And U Will Stay In My Hearts Alwaez...Thats My Promise,But Will U Do That For Me Too?Haizz... =(
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Shud I?
Hmmm..I Dunnoe Why..But Im Confused Rite Now..I Gave Him A Chance But He Juz Neglect Me Again N Again..Day By Day My Hearts Feel So Bitter Towards Him..He Didnt Even Appreciate Me..
He Said He Luvs Me I Dun Feel Any Luvs From Him..He Didnt SM/Call Me,Everytime Im E One Who Have To Start To Contact Him..Or Else ..Phm2 Je La..Aik!Pe Kes Aku Speaking LONDON Nie?Hehehehe...
Aku Boleh Naek Giler Sume Gara2 Sayang Kn Dia Tapi Dia Pulak Seperti Tak Sayang Kan Aku Lagi,Dia Da Tak Macam Dulu.Dahulu Kalau Sehari Dia Tak Message Aku Mesti Tak Sah,Kalau Aku Senyap Tak Reply Atau Reply Lambat Mesti Dia Marah..Tapi AKu Tak Kisah Kerana Aku Rasa Disayangi Dan Diberi Perhatian..Tapi Tu Semua Hanya Sementara..Dia Dah Tak Macam Dulu Lagi..Where Is Razali Yang Dulu I Kenal?I Windu Razali Yang Dulu..Haizz...
Den Hadir La Seseorang..Begitu Baek Dan Begitu Sayang Kan Aku Tapi Bukan Ku Taknak Terus Terima Dia Hanya Aku Perlukan Masa Untuk Ubati Luka Dihati Ku Dan Aku Cuba Belajar Lupekan Kisah Dia..Haizz...
Aku Tak Tahu Walau Sebelum Nie Kwn2 Aku Sume Menasihati Ku Jangan Terima Dia Alek Dulu Tapi Aku Berkeras,Begitu Degil Den Sekarang Aku Menerima Nasib Yang Ku Takut Kan,Pisang Berbuah Dua Kali..Haizzz...Pe Siak Salah Ku Hingga Zali Sanggup Buat Aku Macam Nie...
He Said He Luvs Me I Dun Feel Any Luvs From Him..He Didnt SM/Call Me,Everytime Im E One Who Have To Start To Contact Him..Or Else ..Phm2 Je La..Aik!Pe Kes Aku Speaking LONDON Nie?Hehehehe...
Aku Boleh Naek Giler Sume Gara2 Sayang Kn Dia Tapi Dia Pulak Seperti Tak Sayang Kan Aku Lagi,Dia Da Tak Macam Dulu.Dahulu Kalau Sehari Dia Tak Message Aku Mesti Tak Sah,Kalau Aku Senyap Tak Reply Atau Reply Lambat Mesti Dia Marah..Tapi AKu Tak Kisah Kerana Aku Rasa Disayangi Dan Diberi Perhatian..Tapi Tu Semua Hanya Sementara..Dia Dah Tak Macam Dulu Lagi..Where Is Razali Yang Dulu I Kenal?I Windu Razali Yang Dulu..Haizz...
Den Hadir La Seseorang..Begitu Baek Dan Begitu Sayang Kan Aku Tapi Bukan Ku Taknak Terus Terima Dia Hanya Aku Perlukan Masa Untuk Ubati Luka Dihati Ku Dan Aku Cuba Belajar Lupekan Kisah Dia..Haizz...
Aku Tak Tahu Walau Sebelum Nie Kwn2 Aku Sume Menasihati Ku Jangan Terima Dia Alek Dulu Tapi Aku Berkeras,Begitu Degil Den Sekarang Aku Menerima Nasib Yang Ku Takut Kan,Pisang Berbuah Dua Kali..Haizzz...Pe Siak Salah Ku Hingga Zali Sanggup Buat Aku Macam Nie...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Life Sux!!!
Haizzz......Hidup Ku Benar2 Menguji Hati Dan Kesabaran Ku....Aku Tak Tahu Kenapa Sejak2 Akhir Ini Aku Begitu Cepat Sangat Marah Dan Hati Ku Begitu Cepat Tersentuh Dengan Kate2 Orang Walau Itu Hanya Gurauan....Haizzz....I Am Suck!!!
I Know..Kadang2 Aku Terpikir Kenapa Allah Tidak Amek Saje Nyawa Ku Ini?Kalau Hidup Ku Hanya Akan Bertemankan Airmata..Kenapa Harus Aku Yang Hidup Dan Mama Yang Mesti Pergi??Mengapa Tidak Sebaliknya?Kan Lebih Baek Kalau Aku Mati Aje Dari Terus Menanggung Siksaan Ini..
Orang2 Yang Aku Sayang Dan Percaya Telah Melukai Hati Ku Ini..Ada keluarga Lak Kadang2 Macam Tak ada,Aku Tiada Teman Untuk Bersama Ku Dikala Aku Sedih,Dikala Orang Melukai Hati Ku Tiada Yang Ambil Peduli Akan Hati Ku Ini...Tiada Yang Membelaku Dikala Ku Memerlukannya,Tiada Yang Menyejukkan Hatiku Dikala Aku Tengah Marah..Haizz....
Aku Tidak Perlukan Wang Ringgit Tetapi Perhatian Dan Kasih Sayang Tapi...Itu Semua Hanya Angan2 Yang Tak Mungkin Aku Kecapi...Mereka Berjanji Tak Akan Benarkan Sesiapa Buli Aku Tapi...Itu Hanya Kata2 Palsu Yang Tak Ada Makna Nya...Kadang2 Aku Rasa Rindu Kan Mama...Rindu Nak Rasa Pelukan Dan Belaian Seorg Ibu..Aku Tak Pernah Tahu Bagaimana Rasa Nya Bila Seorang Ibu Memeluk Anak Nya...Airmata Ku Tak Pernah Berhenti..Tiap Malam Pasti Akan Mengalir...Haizz...=(
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